我已經有了喜歡的人(誤)-是群

我要組一個顧問團，把全世界最好最適合台灣的各種好方法帶進來，找最有創意的綠色設計與規劃，幫助我們與身邊的人快樂！

讓地球的問題與解決問題的方法沒有距離，讓世界最好的永續發明到每個家庭，讓最頂尖的設計師跟企業合作：比如讓浴缸洗手台跟馬桶連節省水、讓大家都有環保不污染的新暖暖包、用多元整合傳遞服務與分享，讓更好的產業鍊把地球人做得更好......(不然到底智能進化到國際整合互連對生命到底有何好處?我說的好處，不是年所得從上算頂峰的人)。

在家就有台灣真正公平交易的農民直購，住戶互助的設計與機制推廣，社區種菜的教學與樂趣。大樓就有托育中心、鄰居就是醫療看護，一起資源回收創造價值，一起學習各種知識豐富生命。失業的時後用專業與服務也能支持過去，孩子能有好的讀書環境並常常有機會認識專家勇敢發問。每天都有時間陪伴家人，不管幾歲生命都有新的發現與成長。動物能互相認識一起玩，需要互相扶持的時候有龐大的"家人"在旁。然後每晚在頂樓的上半小時的療育課程、一起看星星，然後躺在家裡，在每天睡眠之前都能真心發出”很高興來地球一遊的微笑”安心入睡。而不管到世界任何一個地方旅行都能有一個家的溫度在記憶裡閃耀......(沒有句點)

所以我將要離開，去學習真正的完成夢想的【任何最大的小事】。

先不要急著恭喜我以及交換名片，因為到目前為止"到位"的只有勇氣~

我並不是一個富裕的人，事實上我的存款從來沒有超過幾千元，最近更又冒出來一比十年前沒有拋棄繼承的兩百萬債務。很努力的結交過權貴、認識過所謂的層峰，也用生命與健康試著【打造過一個少年得志的夢想】。很小很小就很努力，也很高興終於有機會面對努力背後的真實與祝福，所以終於在歷練過一切之後，重新回到定義【成功】的路上。

面對自己看了無數的書之後只有一個想法：「我想成為我喜歡的那個人」，但不論是誰，如果我不去做，這一生就與那個感動處在平行線上。所以不是去做甚麼”好事”與”偉大”的事，事實上，多數的人都認為這是愚蠢、沒有奧援、而且走向潦倒的路。

世界上總要有些瘋子才會更有趣，我是這樣想的。透過越多的生命課題讓我發現”更多種人”，真的人，而不是電視上響望的那種。因此只是想去做"像我這樣的人生的人"，會想要得到的任何事，一種不盛大，但活著每天會微笑的事，一種送禮自用兩相宜的事。

每個人看出去的世界，有著截然不同的風光，這沒有對錯好商量。

在無助與未來動盪的生命上，生命歷練教會我面對，而不是努力變成像誰一樣，更無法用恐懼來退場。

所以，這決定不為了任何人、任何事。而我也還沒有去處，只有內心是永恆的歸途。

我想當那個【即使不被發現也能默默發生作用的環節】，只要有一個可能，讓愛與人性再度回到真正的自由與分享；只要有一個可能，就沒有甚麼事情覺得那麼不可能！至少，我是一直那麼想。

所以一如個人的事情在整體中沒有必要被放大，於是選擇低調的退場。

還衷心感恩每個互動在過程中的學習與包容和分享，今後還敬請繼續支持夥伴們，並衷心期待在這學習的家庭上，大家都能快樂、健康。

生命的歷程能有各位的陪伴真是一件幸福的事，有任何的指導也歡迎不吝在網路上與我分享，前方的道路我們都一樣，擁有足夠的力量與恩典，願每個成長與祝福和感恩，陪伴我們天天都成為【比昨天更美好的人】。

不管我會不會【成功】，但在你的生命上，一定有我未曾遠離的祝福永遠陪伴
，只要想到曾經見過一種"如此誇張的瘋狂"請務必將微笑掛上！

衷心感恩-一切回向~

那些底片教我的事

有記憶以來就是非常非常非常討厭照相的。

不知道是不是對自己的陌生感，照片一直是毫無情感的東西，更遑論極為厭惡的鏡頭。老年才去學攝影絕對是匪夷所思的行徑，所以，我承認一開始是為了搭訕，只因購物上的問題，而意外發現了一連串有趣的秘密……。

如果說拍照是一種必修學門，那我一直在低空中飛行並與偏門脫離不了關係。

要從數位化回到銀鹽的世界？更是一種可笑的意圖，但也因為這種輕蔑，才會讓我生命轉折有了更殘暴的提醒。

【原來我應該是瞎的】

看同事拍出來的照片，像我這種”高傲的靈魂”如果透露出了羨慕，總會想辦法用”酸意”沖淡：「啊這一定是技術太好、工具太高級啦！要不也是風景過美、氣溫、氣候百年一遇」！其實一點點也不想知道太多的，當時是這麼想。

有一天隨口問了朋友的相簿，對他拍的地方感到陌生。問了才知道是如此熟悉的地點，我問他：「你為何能的如此有趣？」他說：「當觀光客的心態去拍出來就是這樣啊」。

【我到底用什麼視角在生命觀光】

真的開始想拍，就像是從戀愛到交往一樣的境界吧！就是那種你認定這個人、到互相了解的一種迷霧，當然，多數的時候是消磨。只是此時消磨的不只是金錢，還有過盛的意志。

當同樣的地方與幾個朋友不同走過，回來再看，卻像是未曾到過一樣的差異。

有的人重視大江大海，有的人拍枝花就微笑了，而我呢？真要拿出專業的機車角度去批評自己的顏色、構圖、故事性…..，連自己都不想承認是怎樣的不堪美，更不要說在裝備中混亂的移動。而底片最大也最殘酷的好處在於：失去了快速刪去、百般重來，更珍惜那種不會再來的瞬間，以及終於是屁的覺醒！而下次再來也不見得有旁邊的隨手捻來美，只好進階學會释懷，也提醒別忘了忙修瞎練以外，不動也動人的情懷。

這些日子你們教我最重要兩件事：

1. 即使再同一個座標，每個人的世界看出去的是如此不一樣。而我們，如果學會互相了解與分享，那人生就能擁有多豐富、有趣與寬廣的翅膀。

2. 即使回到最簡單的地方，有一個永恆的夥伴”心”，一同探索，世界上任何的答案，都反映著自己怎麼想。

當然不只這些，還有太多太多，但多數言語過盛的時候總會聽見一句結尾：「拍就對了講那麼多」。或許，就是在這無數繁盛頂峰的世代，才會對單純~念念不忘。

謝謝你們，一直一直不斷帶著鏡頭，延伸到伸手不及的角落，讓我的心，總能一直一直提醒，眼光要回到最根本的地方。

感謝，這一切，並敬請要一直一直快樂的拍下去，

因為不管到哪裡，有攝影的心，世界變的再奇怪~也一定都沒有問題！！！



好啦~沒有人肉腳架也是能當大師的~



人類！頑張って！ (心經桌布)

Be thankful this day for awakening.

Be thankful this day for awakening.(a message from Hillis Pugh)

Awakening is the process of realizing your authentic self. Our authentic self is the purest, simplest form of self. As children we are born in our authentic selfness. Throughout the years of experiencing life and individually becoming what the collective creates, we create layers of illusion. The layers of illusion create a false sense of who we are. We believe what we project about us to the rest of the world. The projection is only temporary, we have to keep refocusing the source of the projection to maintain or recreate the projected image. The question now becomes how do we fine tune this projection to our true self, to be our authentic self?

To be our authentic self takes courage to be honest and accountable for all actions, thoughts and behaviors. Individually, we have to put our self under a microscope to analyze self and take some if not all responsibility for the conditions and circumstances we find ourselves in. Know we do have the ability to create and shape our personal and collective world. When we play the victim and the blame game, we lose the accountability of self. How can we be honest with self if we refuse to be accountable? We can't! Being honest with self can be emotionally painful, especially if we have been blinded or medicating self for so long. Honesty comes from the place deep within us to share and be real with self and others. Now we are living in a space where sugar coating no longer serves self or others. Leave the sugar coating to the bakers. To have the courage to look at self, honestly leads to accepting self and others as they are.
Accepting self and others can be a challenging task. Most of the time when we don't accept self, it is due to the physical, then to manifest to the emotional and spiritual low self-esteem. As a collective we are always trying some new diet fad, going under the knife, augmenting some part of us, pleasing others views about us. Was it really our own idea to change a horrible or disfiguring feature about us, or was it simply planted in the mind from being teased or attempting to please another? Our acceptance of self comes from looking deep within. Personally, I was always afraid of losing my beautiful red hair. My red hair was my identity. I did all I could to hold on to it. Then one day, I summoned the courage to shave off my hair. I came to accept the truth I was losing my hair. Like any young man, losing your hair can be tragic, at least I thought. I came to embrace the new me and look. Then came to realize my personality is not my hair, it's my spirit. We often attempt to change others base on our perception. Sometimes, we can offer the advice one needs to hear to be the catalyst to catapult them to change for the better. However, the person we desire to change must want to change as well. We can't force our way of life or thinking on anyone. Each of us is living a different experiment called life.

The life we live is an extended one from the Divine Source, We are He and He is We. To fully accept self and others we have find, share and give unconditional love. Offer self with no conditions, or expectations. The love of self is the greatest source of our strength. When we finally learn how to love self, we can enter the closing stages of awaking. Awakening happens on different levels. As mentioned earlier, we have to have the courage to look at self. Our courage exemplifies our readiness to take the first step to truly know who we are and who we are to become. We hold on to so much in our life, but why? Is it to remember the experience and share our stories? There are many reasons as to why we hold on to what we do, but at times it gets to a point, where we become the story; the story is living as us. The story is just that, an experience to share. Through the awakening, we learn to take the lessons and experiences of the life stories and share them without the emotional content. We are not the story; we are the Spirit of Divinity, helping others through personal testimony of life.

We all awaken at different levels and times in our life. It's when we choose to find our own way of acceptance of self and truly give and receive love. We reset the projections we send out unto the world, when we awaken. All others opinions and perceptions no longer matter to us, because we know who we truly are. There are days filled with enlightening realizations about self, there are days of critical judgments, there are days filled with fluid movements, but all moments minute or enormous are all miraculous.

Be thankful this day and everyday for coming into the wisdom of true, authentic self.
Be thankful this day and everyday for the courage to shed the layers of illusions.
Be thankful this day and everyday for the miraculous moments we have daily.